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Salam. Sunday morning have never felt this solemn before. Watched some videos, read some stories. I sobbed, okay, I didn't cry, I can't cry because I'm a man, and as a man I need to be strong, and yet I was feeling all down and alone

Yeah, I miss her

Let's get on to business shall we. Tag, first of all from Nad

001. Real name -- Ahmad Ariffuddin Yusof
002. Nickname(s) -- Ariff, Arip, Din, Ayahsu, Abang, Dean, memerang heee
003. Zodiac sign -- Aries
004. Male or female -- Male
005. Elementary School -- Entahla~~~
006. Primary School -- Sekolah Rendah Kebangsaan Sultan Ahmad Tajuddin
007. High School -- SMK Jitra and MRSM Beseri
008. Hair color -- Black-variant
009. Long or short -- Medium-composed

010. Loud or Quiet -- Quiet most of the time, loud sometimes, which is rare still
011. Sweats or Jeans -- Sweats
012. Phone or Camera -- Camera, I like photography, and since I lost my 3120 classic, I gave up on phone :P
013. Health freak -- Nahh, but I still do read on them from Reader's Digest
014. Drink or Smoke -- Neither
015. Do you have a crush on someone -- Yeah, crushin' crush on someone
016. Eat or Drink -- Both kot, lalalala~
017. Piercings -- NEVER
018. Tattoos -- Watching LA Ink tempted me, but no lah. Haram


019. Been in an airplane? --Yeah
020. Been in a relationship? -- Once, and once only
021. Been in a car accident ? -- Once
022. Been in a fist fight ? -- Yeah, I was the punching bag


023. First piercing -- Nope
024. First best friend -- I don't believe I ever had one
025. First award – Can't really remember, that I don't really get much of it
026. First crush -- On a girl when I was in Standard 6. She's the very reason I'm so afraid of rejection until now
028. First big vacation -- Went to Langkawi with my parents and Pak Ndak and Mak Ndak and Farhan my cousin


029. Last person you talked to -- My mom
030. Last person you texted -- Azim my classmate
031. Last person you watched a DVD with -- My roommates
032. Last food you ate -- Roti sardin 80 cents each for my breakfast
033. Last movie you watched alone --Kino no Tabi Life Goes On
034. Last song you listened to -- Kiss Because I'm a Girl, yeah, really
035. Last thing you bought -- That very roti sardin lah~
036. Last person you hugged -- My mom before I departed to Shah Alam. T_T


037. Food --Mom's
038. Drinks -- Limau ais, or anything sour
039. Clothing --Whatever God gives me
040. Flower -- Undecided
041. Books -- John Grisham's, Stephen King's
042. Colors -- Black and white, and purple :P
043. Movies -- Lots of them, can't find the right one yet
044. Subjects -- I suppose English, and uh Maths and Science subject kot, though I never aced them before :P

In 2008, I..

045. [ ] kissed someone
046. [ ] celebrated Halloween
047. [x] had your heart broken
048. [ ] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone
049. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation
050. [ ] came out of the closet
051. [ ] gotten pregnant
052. [ ] had an abortion
053. [x] done something you've regretted
054. [ ] broke a promise
055. [x] hide a secret
056. [x] pretended to be happy
057. [ ] met someone who changed your life
058. [x] pretended to be sick
059. [ ] left the country
060. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
061. [x] cried over the silliest thing
062. [x] ran a mile
063. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend(s)
064. [x] got into an argument with your friends
065. [x] hated someone
066. [x] stayed single the whole year


067. Eating --that VERY roti sardin
068. Drinking -- Mineral water
069. I'm about to -- kill myself
070. Listening to -- Yuna's Deeper Conversation
071. Plans for today -- Assignmentsss~~~
072. Waiting for -- nothing in particular
073. Want kids --sure I do
074. Want to get married -- If fate let me do so...
075. Careers in mind -- Lecturer, teacher, lawyer, psychologists, shrink


076. Lips or eyes -- Eyes
077. Shorter or taller -- Won't mind
078. Romantic or spontaneous -- Spontaneous, lah kot?
079. Nice stomach or nice arms -- Entahlaa~~~
080. Sensitive or loud -- Sensitive
081. Hook-up or relationship -- Relationship
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant -- Entahlaa~~~


083. Lost glasses/contacts -- don't have one
084. Snuck out of your house -- when I was a little, always. just to look at the stars during 3 am
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense -- nope
086. Killed somebody --almost when I was in standard 4 or something. one bad accident
087. Broken someone's heart -- there's one I think, and I regretted it deeply
088. Been arrested -- almost, but nope
089. Cried when someone died -- the very first time I cried in front of other people beside my family, and it was time when my cousin died. I can't stop crying, I can't think of doing anything else that time. time took its toll and now I can hardly cry anymore when someone else dies


090. Yourself -- No
091. Miracles -- Sometimes
092. Love at first sight -- No, love at first sight killed my personality
093. Heaven -- Yes
094. Santa Claus -- Those running around the streets giving out presents, yeah
095. Sex on the first date -- Haram yee, but no
096. Kiss on the first date -- Haram yee, but no


097. Is there one person you want to be with right now -- Yes, and the feeling's killin' me
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life -- Not really
099. Do you believe in God ? Yes, Alhamdulillah
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 12 people -- No, I got something else in mind

Next would be from Nicca. Let's go

First name:
Ahmad, my grandpa's name :)

Name you wish you had:
Wouldn't wish for another name

What do people normally name you as:
Ariff, Arip, Din, Ayahsu, Abang, Dean, memerang heee

11th of April, but I never celebrated it anyway, so don't bother

Hospital Besar Sultanah Aminah, JB, Johor

Time of Birth:

Single or taken:

Zodiac sign:

How tall are you:
Not really tall, just 165cm or something :(

Wish you were taller:
Not Yao Ming tall, but yeah

Eye colour:
People might see it as black, but deep inside into the mirror it's just plain brown. But I like my sister's remark about my eyes, when sunlight shines into my eyes, they would turn purple in colour :P

Current hair colour:

Short or long hair:

Ever dye your hair a bizarre colour:
never and never will

Last time you did something dramatic to your hair:
Went bald

Glasses or contact:

Do you wear makeup:
No, duhhh...

Paint your nails:
Inai-ed them

In an opposite gender

What colour eye:
I won't mind

What colour hair:

shy or outgoing:
Outgoing a bit, but still as shy as a girl should be

sexy or cute:
cute lah kot, sexy kang ngeri aku melihatnya

serious or fun:
fun~ but know when to get serious

older or younger than you:
won't mind any

a turn on:
when she smiles and i'm smitten as hell and can't think of anything else

a turn off:
she ignores me

flowers or chocolate:
I liked chocolate so much, I like to give them too heheh

pepsi or coke (hmmm okay, no more question on opposite gender aite?)
neither, though my dad would prefer coke

rap or rock:
I'm a true rocker yahhhh~ \m/

relationship or one night stand:

school or work:
undecided yet, but currently, school lah

love or money:
love, people

movie or music:
both, but more into music

country or city:

sunny or rainy days:
I hate the rain~

Friends or family:
family first, then friends

have you ever lie:
yeah, regrettably

stole something:
yeah, regrettably still

Had your heart been broken:
a million little pieces...

wonder what was wrong with you:
all the time. why I am fat? why I am so stupid? why I am so shy with people? why I can't trust people? why I can't be a less lazier and work myself like I really should? why am I such a pessimistic bastard?

wish you were a prince or a princess:
never, never will

like someone who was taken:
no, somebody else's sweetheart is a major turn off, I don't like interfering with other people's life

sang in the mirror to yourself:
I hate mirrors

favourite flower:

mostly anything you can call chocolate, but yeah, Mars Bars

browse through my profile


black and white, and also purple

again, browse through my profile

time and again, browse through my profile

junk food:

fav website? iluvIslam, devianart, onemanga, youtube


KUCHENG! cat's my heart and soul heheh

ever cried over someone:
over someone's death

is there everything you want to change about yourself:
yeah, as much as I try to accept myself as who I am

do you play any sports:
rugby, basketball, football, and I would like to try american football :)

Ermmm, next is by Bazla Farisya. The last of it now

  1. What are the two impossible things that you wish you could have?
  2. Why do you want to have it?
  3. What would you do if you really have it?
Whoah, I never really had put some thoughts into these kind of things before. Oh well, I guess it would've been to be able to read people's mind and the ability to talk to animals. I really hope that I can read other people's mind, so that I won't go crazy going on each day worrying myself about what other people will think of me. And I really like to talk to cats and birds, I really wish I do, cos with that, perhaps I will be less lonelier then

Should I really be granted such wish, I will be using it make myself happier and no more think of negative things, such as... Ahh I don't know

It has been such a really long post. I wonder will people even read until this line, plus that I had set the font size a number smaller. But what the heck...

Assignment, siaplah kamu dengan sendirinya! Tadaaa!... Cheh


  1. yeah, i read it...
    coz i love your writing skills....ajarlaa~

  2. omg
    haha, didn't expect anyone to read to the finish
    sure i bleh ajar
    but my writing xlah hebat mana sngt
    better cari sum1 else lah :)