You're a Jerk, Really

I really wish for someone to say that right in front of me right now. Preferably a girl, cause it won't hurt much for my ego and I will actually listen

The way I write, the way I act in faculty, I know that I've been such a big-headed fool. I become emotional unnecessarily, I spit out curses without warning, and I suddenly became so oblivious of what others think of me. Heck, I can still remember myself being so freaking bitter the time I got here in Shah Alam just about two weeks ago, and now after one accident, my emotions took over me again

I give advices to people, like don't let what others think about you decides what you do, but I don't really follow them myself. I meet new people, make new friends in the Net social places, yet in real life I avoid them, for the stupid reason of low self-esteem and stuff. I hate my family for what they did to me last holiday, I ignored them and stop calling them, yet they still remembered me, called to know how I'm doing and helped me solve some of my problems

Really, I can be a real snob. Though I'm not such a person inside, but the way I handles my own problems and feelings make me reacted in a really stupid way. So yeah, somebody mind giving me a piece of their mind and say how much of a jerk I am?

Oh and please, if you do plan on telling me that, give me a warning first okay? :P

Demonstrative speech, sumpahnya aku meluat...