Aduhai Anak

Wahai anak, apakah kau mengerti
Betapa deritanya
Ibu yang mengandung
Aduhai anak, apakah engkau tahu
Alangkah deritanya
Ibu melahirkanmu

Namun kelahiranmu, adalah penghibur hati
Dibelai dan dimanja setiap hari
Di malam hari tidur tak berwaktu
Tapi tak mengapa kerna kau disayangi

Hari-hari sudah pun berlalu
Usiamu makin bertambah
Seorang ibu sudah semakin tua
Namun terus berkorban untuk sesuap rezeki
Agar sempurna hari depanmu

Kini kau dewasa ibumu telah pergi
Waktu yang berlalu seakan memanggil
Sudahkah kau curahkan kasih sayangmu
Apakah terbalas segala jasanya
Syurga itu di bawah tapak kakinya

Hanyalah anak-anak yang soleh
Bisa memberikan kasih sayangnya
Hanyalah anak-anak yang soleh
Bisa mendoakan hari akhiratmu...

My mom's the best. She's the only person that can understand me without saying a word, she's the only person that can calm my heart without me asking her to first. So yeah, perhaps I don't need to get ahead myself after all, no need to think so much about this crush feeling

And perhaps friendship is all I need right now, especially from her

Talking about friends, perhaps I've angered some of them. So much that perhaps they are already hating me and every presence of me. Today I skipped class on purpose for the very first time. Thing is, my group were supposed to present today, and since I was not there, they can't proceed. And plus, I'm supposed to hand in my part of the work to another person of my group, and we are supposed to present them this Monday

I really don't know what to do myself. Just because of some emotional turmoil, I've turned my back on the people that trusted me and let myself be such a jerk. Oh guys, I'm so sorry, if only I could have just told them directly...

Terasa nak balik rumah plak, tambah2 duit elaun 700 plus something dah masuk, XD