Youth?

Finally, I got P license for both car and motorcycle
And just recently, I got a new phone
Really, my life took an unexpected turn
Something that has been missing
Suddenly feels like its there...

Yet, I'm feeling as my youth has gone dry
Lately, I feel old, and I mean really old
And I'm feeling a bit, strangely matured
I'm seeing things like an old man
I even clothes like one
Heck, I even talks like one
I don't like it one bit
I miss being a riot, being a rebel
Not to see reason within an act
Being a kid again, I want that again
Somebody save me
Bring back that carefree, life-loving freak
That I once are...