I'm really sorry for what I've said earlier. I should've just keep it all inside and not to breathe a word about it, much less blog about it. I'm just confused, yes such a cliche reason, but that's it, I'm really confused with how people think, why people react the certain way they do. I don't know if you're really okay about it, but please forgive me?
Now you know why I always call myself a jerk back then