Fade

i feel that, the more i'm drawn into this dunya
the more that i'm falling out of it
with every cut and every slash

now, i feel like people are seeing me as some kind of freak
that short glance when i come into the picture
and the silence that follows

when i've lost the trust of friends that care
that understand, that persevere
wish and regret don't even matter anymore

and now i wonder
if i would just fade away, if i'm no longer am
would i still feel this alone